Silent Hill Meme

Oh...so, I guess I never uploaded this...
This was actually a REALLY fun meme to do. I enjoyed it immensely.

Monsters

Manifestation of Childhood: When I was little, I went to the zoo a lot. I LOVED the zoo. And, one of my favorite things at the zoo was the reptile building. This monster is based off of a monitor lizard, which I thought were pretty cool. I figured they'd probably make a pretty awesome monster, with their claws and whatnot.

Manifestation of My Pain: Um...I can't remember what I was going for with this, but I can only assume I was trying to convey something related to a lot of the physical ridicule I've received over the years. I really can't remember. lol

Manifestation of Something I Fear: This monster is based off of frogs. Yes, I am terrified of frogs. I scream like a little girl when I see frogs and I panic and flail and try to throw rocks at them to get them to go away. They freak me out just that much. If I ever had to go up against this monster, I would be absolutely terrified out of my mind.

Manifestation of Something I Miss: I miss my Cocker Spaniels. They were really cute dogs. Kind of dumb, but really cute. I've honestly never drawn a Cocker Spaniel before, but I made this monster look like how I remember them in my mind.

Manifestation of My Sexual Intake: This one's kind of complex, because my sexual intake pretty much consists of naughty messages via text, e-mail, Skype, what have you, with a boy that I can't see 95% of the time. Hence, the monster is a man and woman with their backs together. It's pretty hot, but we can't see each other, so meh.

Manifestation of a Hard Time: I think, when I first drew this, I was going through a situation where I was having to send payments to a doctor, for an ER visit on my 21st birthday, because my dumbass ex-sister-in-law took me there because I started crying after I threw up. But, I always cry after I vomit. So, there went $300 of my hard-earned money. Down the drain. ._. ^{I could be living in Tennessee by now, seriously.} So, hence, le doctor monster is blocking my path.

Manifestation of Something I Regret: I regret kissing a lot of people. For serious. There's just people that I have kissed and it was just not that great. Yes, there was tongue involved. So, we have the tongue monster.

Manifestation of Self-Image: There are days that I think I'm pretty and there are days when I think I am absolutely butt fugly. So, the mermaid is kind of a representation of my struggle between how I feel about myself. Mermaids are meant to be beautiful, yet this one is grotesque and somewhat malformed. It's also blindfolded, so it may not truly see it's appearance.

End Boss/What I Fear About Myself Most: I am honestly afraid that one day I'm just going to turn into a hateful, angry, malicious monster and I will end up hurting people that I actually care about. I'm afraid that I'll let my anger take hold of me.


Ending

Good End 1: Amnesia

I awake to find that I have no idea where I am or how I got there. I remember who I am, where I live, names of people that I know, but all of my fears have been forgotten. All of my demons have been slain. It's time to get out of here...and maybe find some place that has good coffee, on my way home.


Okay, well, if you want to participate in the meme yourself, the blank is by f0x-b0y and you can find it here: [link]

He also has a second version of this meme, if you would prefer that:[link]